Last night was one of those terrible nights that all I do is cry nonstop. When people get in communication with me, I end up treating up terribly. An old friend of mine texted me out of the blue. And the weird part about it is, I used to reaaaaalllly like him in middle school. So, being one of his good friends after so long makes me feel loved and special. Well, I was crying on the floor in my closet, when he hit me up. I was so depressed and low, filled with uttermost negativity. I dared him that if he cared he would call me. He did. And after letting out how I will never be beautiful or perfect like the girls in my old middle school. He didn’t care, he said if I would just be myself and smile then everything will be alright. I knew that I could smile and at least for the rest of my night I will be okay enough. I just have to keep taking one step at a time, knowing everything will be much better if I know who cares. I thank you, old friend. You amaze me.
This isn't a question, but I think you should dye your hair black, if any of the two colors. I personally could see your hair as a golden, medium brown, but out of the two, I think black would look cutest. [:
Thank you. I’m thinking either that or like a golden brown or red actually. Haha. So much coloursss.
I had a million dreams before I was taught to be afraid to close my eyes. Dreaming is easy as long as you never want to go after anything. That is when the hard part sets in. Don’t dream that big, there’s not enough space for you here. Get a job, start a family that is the best thing you can do….
“If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.”—E.B. White